My World, My Life, My Story

BBQ.

2009-08-29T10:36:00.004+08:00

I had ordered the food online!

Only left some food and things to buy on Monday!

Go shopping... .... .... for groceries.

LOL

Meeting friends on that day to shop to together.

I hope I wouldn't fall too sick on that day.

I'm not feeling too well nowadays.

Persistent headaches that panadols can't cure.

Blocked nose.

Not symtoms of H1N1 I hope.

I wanna go work work work....

I think I wanna stop using blogger for some time and try out livejournal...
haha..

SO RELINK ME IF YOU WANT:

http://limannnee1992.livejournal.com/

New Blog?Move Blog?

2009-08-29T09:24:00.001+08:00

Created a new blog at wordpress!

I like it because it can lock certain posts.

Check it out if you want to:

http://mylifemystorymyworld.wordpress.com

I'm still pendering whether to move to my livejournal because I kinda like it there.
hmmmmmmm.....
Never mind.
I think I'll just make do with this blog for the timebeing:D
But for those who wanna know my livejournal,
here's the link:
http://limannnee1992.livejournal.com

I want.

2009-08-28T11:11:00.003+08:00

Can I pretend nothing had happened???
I wish to and I want to.

Amen

2009-08-28T09:49:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOODNESS!
Check this out.
It's so meaningful.
Thank you Jesus Christ.

(After watching this video, can you leave a message for me?I wanna hear your opinions and thoughts about this video.Thanks.)

Little Letters, Shared Dreams.

2009-08-28T09:21:00.001+08:00

I dug out those little notes that I kept in a box.
It’s too sentimental.
I don’t bear to throw it away.
It represents those memories that me and my friends had once shared.
Wonder how’s their lives now?
I would sometimes log on to facebook or blog to see their profiles.
Seeing those happy smiles on their faces was the answer to my question.

Those having exams soon,
Jia You!
Don’t tire yourselves out.
Wishing you all the best.

Big Dreams.

2009-08-27T22:57:00.000+08:00

I'd just watched a documentary on Channel U.
It made a tremendous impact on me.
I felt sad when I saw the way people in Philippines lived in what we call a poor environment.
Sometimes,
we should really reflect.
Complaining over a small trivial problem, being not contented with what you have.
Spare a thought.
Think of those who are unfortunate, those who aren't as lucky as you and I are.
We possessed so much,
yet,
we never feel contented.

It made me tear when I saw their living conditions.
Huts leaking when it rains.
Plain rice.
Sweet potato.
Parents working overseas, leaving their children behind.
They have to look out for one another.
The children were so much younger than I am.
The intensity of love was unimaginable and immeasurable.

Those people share textbooks.
1 book to 5 people.
The never complain,
instead,
the smiles on their faces show how grateful they were being able to attend school.
They were happy and enthusiastic.

The children there are so sensible, so kind, so loving.
I ought to feel ashamed of myself.
Ashamed for those complaints that I make when mummy didn't cook food that I like.
Ashamed for scolding my brothers over trivial matters.
Ashamed for being materialistic at times.
Ashamed for not being contented with what I have now.

I really want to do something.
Do something for someone, some people, society and the world.
But
what I can do is so little, so insignificant.
But,
I'll try anyway.
Let kindness starts with me:D

People,
be contented with what you already have and not complain over what you don't have.
Think of others.
There are people out there who are not as fortunate as you and I are.

I'm blessed:D

2009-08-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

I wanna be everything that you need.
It'd been wonderful knowing you.
Happy 186 Days:D

Hair Cut

2009-08-27T14:21:00.002+08:00

My eyes looked super stupid so I covered it with fake glasses.

I cut my hair.
Actually like no difference.
Only the fringe became shorter.
But I did thin my hair
with
the length remaining the same!

Fucking Emotional Now

2009-08-27T13:18:00.006+08:00

I in no mood to talk about anything.
Seriously,
it's hard-breaking to see all these happen.
I'm tremendously upset now.
Why did all these happened?
Why on earth people want to gossip about each other behind???!!!
I mean,
it's inevitable for people to gossip.
But there's a limit to everything.
I don't even know who to trust and who not to trust.
People that I trust are not trustworthy.
SO
What is going on?
It's really hurtful to see 'politics' and backstabbing.
Seriously.
Especially if you hadn't meant what others meant.
and
you had meant well but it'd been looked otherwise.
I really want to believe you.
I want to believe everyone.
But everyone is contradicting everyone.
Everyone has it's own meaning of 'pang sei' ,'too much', etc.
Where exactly is true friendship?
I know friends that are really very true friends.
:(
Feel so emotional now.
If only Wei Ran is here by my side.

I need time to differentiate.
Just say out whatever you feel uncomfortable.
At least let me know.

ANN NEE

Feeling Rejected.

2009-08-27T10:37:00.003+08:00

I feel damn disappointed... ....
With some people.
For misunderstanding me.
You guys don't know when I'm angry and why I'm angry.
I'm admit being sensitive makes me paranoid.
Sometimes,
I think that no one understands me at all.
Only God.
He's the only and solely one that listens to all my woes.
Thank you God.

Morning. Hair cut.Cool Phone. Sucky.

2009-08-27T08:13:00.007+08:00

Good Morning:D

I woke up damn early today!
I can't get to sleep last night.
Gonna go for a hair cut soon.
I'm sort of lazy to go.
But,after looking in the mirror.
My hair looks fine.
haha
Ai ya.
See how first.

Happen to spot this super cool phone on this website.
Check it out!
It's super duper cool!
http://www.sgclub.com/singapore/window_phone_195087.html

BB said he's coming to Singapore next week and asked me whether I'm free.
But
Somehow,
I didn't want to see him.
I don't know why.
But yet
there's a part of me dying to see him.
So
I lied to him saying I might be working.
It sucks....

ANN NEE

２ｎｄ　ｐｏｓｔ　ｏｆ　ｔｈｅ　Ｄａｙ

2009-08-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

My 2nd post of the day.

I'm bored at home.
Packed my room
Packed living room
Nothing to do.

I'll cut my hair tomorrow!
A new hairstyle, a new look.

A Post about Anything.

2009-08-26T08:49:00.004+08:00

I'm dying to go shopping!
When will I get my pay???
Although it's only 100++ for days I worked in July.
At least it can ease my urge.

I had a good good good long sleep:D
I think I'm just toooo lazy to go for a run.
Maybe I'll just cut down on my diet.
haha
I wanna go for a haircut.
I wanna thin and cut my fringe.
Maybe I'll do it later if I feel like walking.

I wanna get a new phone.
Ok,
not necessary new.
Just another phone.
Wei Ying said she know a second-hand shop which sells at a good price.
When I save enough money.
Maybe I'll buy.

It's holiday!!!
I actually wanted to go back malaysia with my aunty yesterday
but
decided not
because
BBQ is on monday.
I scared I don't have enough time to prepare.
so ya.
I didn't go back.

Right now.
I think I'm gonna facebook all the way until I get a job.
Bye~

ANN NEE

Exams Over.Diet.Class BBQ.

2009-08-25T16:40:00.005+08:00

Yes!
Exams are over!
Holiday now.
I'm gonna go running tomorrow!
Guess what?
I was offered by my aunty to eat KFC,
But
I rejected it!
Woah~
haha
I'm seriously going on a diet.
Looking into the mirror everyday
and
Seeing my fat arms and legs and tummy,
I feel ... .... ...
ai ya.

Damn pissed off with my old prepaid SIM card!
It actually cost in total $48 to change from an old card to a new one.
!@#$%!@#$%^
Yea,
whatever.
I got my new number and SIM card already.

Class BBQ!
31 August 2009
On Monday!
At Pasir Ris.
Please go okay???

I put in alot of effort to plan for this event you know??!!!

ANN NEE

I don't dare to sleep!

2009-08-25T00:57:00.001+08:00

Studying Business Accounting.
I don't dare to sleep!
booooooooooooooooooooo

BBQ, Class Funds.

2009-08-24T17:50:00.003+08:00

Yay!
One more paper down!
One last one to go~~~
Business Accounting... ...
My Worst Ever Subject!
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Try my best!
Planning for BBQ with friends tomorrow!
Everyone!
Please pay up $15 for BBQ first.
There'll be a $5 rebate.
hehe
AND
For those who hadn't pay for the previous class fund.
Please Please Pay Up!
I changed my number.
TAKE NOTE!!!
If you wanna know, please leave me a message and I'll get back to you:D

ANN NEE

Met a BITCH~

2009-08-22T11:30:00.000+08:00

Yay!

It's Saturday!
:D
I love saturdayssssssssssss!!!
I don't feel like studying today~~~
I wanna play,talk and laugh!
haha
But I know cannot la.
Need to complete my pom revision today.
If not Monday I can die.

Yesterday when I went Bedok Interchange to help mummy buy stuff,
I meet a bitch!
She's like !@#$%^&*
I was carrying alot of things.
So when I went over to the counter,
I quickly put those things onto the table before anything drops.
I didn't see that the girl's $1 coin was on the table,
so I accidentally covered it with my things.
Guess what?
She just shoved my things to on side very rudely and took her coin!
WTF
Then she rolled her eyes at me thinking that I didn't notice.
After that,
she turned to her friend beside her and asked
'What's wrong with people nowadays?'
in a loud loud voice.
Of course I knew that the 'people' refers to me.
but,
I was like whatever.... ....
WTF
Seriously,
I feel like scolding her.
It's only $1 coin+I didn't covered it on purpose
She's around my age somemore.
Childish.
Pissed off.

ANN NEE

My blog song at this moment

2009-08-22T11:18:00.005+08:00

Truly Madly Deeply
By Cascada

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply, do..

I will be strong
I will be faithful
Because I am counting on a new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning yeah

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
That'll make you wanna cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
Of the highest power and lonely hours
The tears devour you

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh, can't you see it baby?
Don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply, do..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

(I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me)

I wanna stand with you on a mountain

One down!Two to go~

2009-08-21T18:42:00.003+08:00

Yes!
One paper down!
2 more to go:D
The paper was easier than I expected!
haha
Good news.
But
I still didn't think I did well.
Boo.

I think I grew fatter during this week.
I'd been eating 2 bars of chocolates,
sleeping late,
eating tibits to take over dinner.
:(
I'll stop all these habits once after exams.
Straight after exams,
I'll start my 减肥计划！
Running once every week.
Play badminton twice every week.
Not eating dinner.
Drinks lots of water.
Sleep at ten every night.
I think if I abide to these,
I'll slim down quite fast
and
my complexion will be better.
Sleeping late at night and those unhealthy food stuff are making my complexion from bad to worse!
Boo.
Ok,
I shall have my dinner now:D
Bye peeps!

ANN NEE

I'm Angry With My Boyfriend

2009-08-21T07:47:00.004+08:00

Good lucks peeps!

I'm angry with my boyfriend.
He flew off without saying bye to me.
He didn't even tell me when he'll be back!
Must be because he's too excited until he forgot all about me.
That's something NOT RIGHT.
I'm starting to wonder whether he loves me.
Not even more than ten sms a day.
Not calling me.
Is this how a relationship should be?
I don't say anything doesn't mean I don't care about it.
I know we are both still studying.
In different countries somemore.
But I can't stand it anymore.
I can't stand missing you anymore.
To be exact,
my heart can't take it anymore.
It'd been far to painful and I don't want it.
Alrighteeeee,
maybe I'm just angry that's why I said all these.
But,
nevertheless,
I still love you.

I know this is damn random.
But... ...
I miss my
LONG LONG HAIR~
And... ...
I'm addicted to storybooks read by Primary school children.
That explains why my standard of English always remained so low.
Don't laugh at me.

MicroEcons paper later.
Ok,
I'll try my best.
And
Leave God to the rest:D
Everyone,
ALL THE BEST~~~

ANN NEE

First Paper!MicroEcons!Got Tailed!

2009-08-20T08:49:00.010+08:00

Muffins!I love it~

Tomorrow will be my first paper!
MICROECONOMICS~~~
Seriously,
time passed tooooooo fast!
I haven't finish even reading through yet.
Let alone memorising!
WTF.
I'm seriously worried for my exams!
Okay,
I'll be mugging at library from 11 to 4.
Hopefully I can learn 3/4 of it by then.

I wanted to study for Econs last night.
But I couldn't concentrate.
Because
I found a ring that I'd kept hidden for years.
I accidentally digged it out while trying to find something.
It made me think alot last night.
Making me so emotional that I couldn't concentrate at all.
So I decided to turn in early yesterday.
I found gifts and notes from people I miss very much.
These little notes I'd kept for many many years.
I can't bear to throw away.
Its toooo precious to me.

BB is leaving for Japan this afternoon.
:(
See,
that's another contributing factor why I couldn't concentrate.
He said he'll back after a few days.
He didn't even tell me how many days exactly is the FEW DAYS???
I was a little angry.
but
more of sad.

To James:
(I don't know whether he'll read this because I don't think he read my blog anymore, so I can just write my feelings here.:D
I'll write in Chinese because I can express better.)
我真的真的很抱歉当年那么的伤害你。
但是我真的真的不是故意的。
可能是那时候年纪还小不懂事吧。
看到戒指时的我，
有太多感触。
那时的回忆不断地在我脑海里头不停的旋转。
我从来都没忘记过你。
骗大家说我把它丢了，把你忘了都只是一种想逃避的作为。
事实上，
我从来多没忘过。
我会继续把你送的礼物当纪念品，
纪念我们那段过去。
真心地祝你幸福。
因为
现在的我很幸福。
所以希望你也要幸福。
：D

I'm at library now:D
Finishing my revision soon!
YAY!
Left last 3 chapters of Econs and I'm done!
So decided to slack for awhile more.
Got tailed by this weird old man!
I was walking to library and passed by this bus stop.
The old man was sweeping the floor.
When I walked past,
he stood standing there like a statue.
Not kidding.
Statue.
Then he started to look at my direction.
And follow.
I quickened my pace.
Finally he was beyond my sight.
Phew

ANN NEE

Procrastinating, Missing-ing

2009-08-19T08:26:00.006+08:00

Blogging everyday is becoming a habit for me.
Especially in the morning.
Going to start on Econs today.
I'll try to finish 3/4 of the notes today.
I'm procrastinating like shit again.
Anyone know how to stop procrastination???
I've been studying POM for don't know how many days liao.
But
.
.
.
I don't seem to get anything into my mind!!!

I miss you Wei Ran!!!
Where are you???
I know you couldn't access into my blog.
But,
How come I sms you, you didn't reply???
Missssss uuuuuuu~~~
I'd been packing my room:D
FOund those photos that we took.
The IKEA trip one.
I miss you so much.
Miss those happy times.
Then I found the frog that you gave me on my birthday.

I miss you.
Miss those laughter.
Wonder when you're gonna come back Singapore for a visit...

I'm missing-ing too much(countless) memories and people.
I'm afraid my heart can't take it anymore.
haha
AND
My fringe is like so long and unkempt.
Wanna cut it short.
But
Wanna keep it long.
Which?

ANN NEE

I DON'T LIKE POM

2009-08-18T18:34:00.001+08:00

Principle of Management sucks!
I DON'T LIKE IT.

I miss Secondary school life

2009-08-17T23:50:00.000+08:00

I’m trying to study my Principle of Management now.
But right now,
I’m taking a break :D

Time passes really fast!
Don’t you guys agree???
School started at the end of April and now is already mid August!!!
Time fliesssssss~~~
I miss secondary school life :(
It’d been almost a year since I left my secondary school.
The school’s classroom, toilet, café, canteen, and the music room!
Awwwwwww :(
Teachers, friends, juniors and conductors.
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww :(
I miss the people!
Especially certain ones:
Wei Ran
Miss Lim
Mrs Teo
Mdm Heng
Mr Quek
Mrs Cheong
Mrs Heng
I missssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss them!!!!

Sometimes,
Looking back takes a great deal of courage especially when they are wonderful and memorable memories.

I don’t mean I’m not happy now.
I’m going on fine, really.
It’s just that the past seems to be better.
I like the me last time.
More innocent, more cheerful, free from worries and happier.
Growing up is part of life,
Everyone has to grow up right?
So,
I shall :D, live on.

我又想你了。
试着不想你，可是却做不到。
你呢？
是否也是像我一样想着我？
至少我庆幸，
庆幸有你爱着我。
Time tempers love,
But not remove.
Still, still,
Preserve that love,
Unbroken.
----Bryon

I Hate Exams~

2009-08-17T19:17:00.005+08:00

I HATE EXAMS!!!!

I'm gonna have my dinner now.
After dinner,
I'm going to STUDY FOR POM!
Goodbye.

Wasted Trip to TP

2009-08-17T17:41:00.005+08:00

Went to school wanting to check out the summative grades.
Met with Wei Ying and Alvin.
Went to YC Teo's room and called her.
In the end,
she told me that she isn't free to give us the paper and would tell us when to come back.
(I think she doesn't know we're outside her room)
So it happened to be a wasted trip!
So,
we went to computer lab to use computer.
I printed my exam timetable.
Then went Bistro for an ice-cream.
Wei Ying and I didn't eat.
I ate wedges instead.
haha
Then headed straight home.

ANN NEE

Exams are coming!

2009-08-17T09:09:00.008+08:00

Exams are coming!!!
4 more days!
1
2
3
4
And
That's the end of me!
I'm so dead!
Till now,
I'd only studied for POM till Organising 1~
Gonna MUG hard for today and tomorrow!
Aim to finish my revision for POM by tomorrow so that I can start revising for other subjects.
This means I have like around 8 more chapters to revise within 2 freeeeeeaking days?!
!@#$%^&*!@#$%^
Alrightteeeeee.

Going back TP later to meet YC Teo to see my grades for my summative test.
:D
Hope I did well.
I find it really weird.
In Primary and Secondary School.
It's English is usually one of my weaker subject partly because I'm born in a so-called Chinese family.
But in Poly,
it turned out to be my best subject.
lol

I'm really disappointed in my results for this whole semester!
My results are like
KANASAI!
Alrighteeeeee,
for next sem,
I'm gonna study like shit.
My aim for next semester is to get all As if not B+!!!

Bb is going to Japan in a few days time.
I'll miss him dearly.
It'd been months since we've seen each other.
We had been busy with our own studies.
Distant relationship isn't easier as I thought it would be.
He said he'd been studying real hard for OUR FUTURE.
He gaves me many encouragement.
but
HE DOESN'T KNOW THAT THE BEST ENCOURAGEMENT THAT I NEED WAS TO HAVE HIM BY MY SIDE.
Sometimes wonder if he miss me as much as I miss him.
Miss the times we had together
Miss those laughter we had together.
Just miss miss miss him.

ANN NEE

My Day at CC with my Lovely Friends:)

2009-08-16T17:18:00.005+08:00

Went CC today.
Practice the songs to prepare for the upcoming concert on the 27th September.
Then had lunch with my lovely friends then headed back to CC to study.
There were so so so so so many things to study.
I can die man!
Did mindmaps for POM,
but it doesn't seem to help much:(
Jonathan, Andrea, Lin Jie, Lin Li and I started to MUG.
But Andrea and I can't seat down for long.
LOL
Went to buy bubbletea while studying half way.
haha

Everyone Jia You okay!
We Can Make it!
We'll pass with Flying Colours!

I'm not gonna think about anything.
Just gonna study, study and study.

ANN NEE

Study

2009-08-15T12:05:00.007+08:00

I can't concentrate on my revision.
I keep getting distracted.
:(
I see laptop,
I'll play.
I see food,
I'll eat.
I see storybooks,
I'll read.
Exams are like coming in less than a week's time!
Oh shit.

I can't let the music stops,
I can't let this feeling end.
Because if I do it'll end.
And
I'll never see you again.

Officially the last day of school for Semester 1

2009-08-14T18:44:00.004+08:00

Today was officially the LAST DAY of school for Semester 1!
:(
Xiu Wei's and Junice's group had their presentation today.
My group and Cherylene's group had done it on tuesday.
Took photos with YC Teo.
Ate lunch at Mensa.
Played Black Jack with friends.
Gambling~
Luckily no teacher found out.
haha
Went for POM lecture.
Then went of to study with Roman.
Chit chat about stuff.
Then headed home straight because we were both very very hungry:)
Exams are like coming really soon.
ANN NEEEEEE
Wake up!
Study!

ANN NEE

Lovely Class

2009-08-13T18:43:00.006+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Wei Ying!!!
Got surprise or not???
Why never cry???!!!
haha
I know la,
you super touched right???
May your wishes come true.
Laugh loudly always!

Took quite alot of pictures today.
Today was the second last day of the first semester:(
Exams are nearing!!!
Everyone,
Jia You okay!!!!
Talking about exams,
I just remember I forgot to talk to the class about the BBQ outing!
=.=
Suuuuuuuuuuuper forgetful!
Never mind,
talk about it tomorrow.

I really like my classmates:D
They nice people to be with.
Nice,
fun,
loving,
caring,
FABULOUS~~~

How sad that we going to be stream into different course and different class.
:(

Nicholas!!!!
Don't play with my flabby, saggy arms anymore!!!
haha
I know i'm fat.
Don't have to remind me of that!
HAHA

ANN NEE

Dishonesty~~~

2009-08-12T19:15:00.003+08:00

I'm damn angry now!!!!
Seriously!
The person who took the adapter and my Micro SD is ..... ..... ARGHHHHHH~~~~~
I'm too angry for words now!!!
All my photos are inside!
Primary school's, Secondary school's and all those taken this year!
:(:(:(
Why the person like that???!!!
Should return ma...
Never think for other people!
The adapter belonged to the shop de lor...
JIA LAT!!!!!

Kindergarten and Primary One Photo!!! Primary 1 Daisy

2009-08-11T19:49:00.008+08:00

Me and my bunch of good kindergarten friends!
The photos quite blur.

Kindergarten!!!

Click on the photo for a larger and clearer view!

This is how I look like when I was Primary One!!!
Everyone looks soooooooooo cuteeeeeee~
CAN YOU SPOT ME???

Communication Skills Presentation

2009-08-11T17:42:00.005+08:00

Comm skill presentaation today wasn't as well as I'd expected it to be!
:(
BUT
It's over!
So no point brooding over it.
Roy was rude today.
He'd pushed the blame to others when he was the one at fault.
haiz....

Today was the last Business Accounting 1 tutorial!
YAY!
Don't have to see the teacher anymore.
I didn't really like him even though he treats me quite well.
lol
Next friday will be my first paper!
Oh my ma ma!
MicroEcons!
I wanna get at least a B for every subject.
But I know it's gonna be quite difficult!
I WILL NEVER EVER EVER SCORED A 'B GRADE' FOR CSA!
So,
I strive hard and do well in other subjects!
:D

ANN NEE

NOT THE ONE

2009-08-11T00:31:00.003+08:00

I'd been telling myself that you are definitely not the one.

YOU ARE NOT THE ONE.

A day spent in schooooool

2009-08-10T22:14:00.003+08:00

Went to school today to rehearse for the comm skill presentation today.
Met up with Wei Ying, Nicholas, Roy and Alvin.
Jane rehearsed with us through the phone.
We spent less than an hour for the rehearsal!
That's like super fast.
Wei Ying and I decided to stay back to chit chat.
So,
Nicholas, Alvin and Roy went back first.
We chatted about alot of things.
Laughed and laughed.
The security guard keep walking around the school.
Also,
he kept looking at the both of us as if we did something wrong.
LOL

Tomorrow is the presentation for Comm skill!
Oh my ma ma!
I haven't prepare the speeeeeech yet!!!
I'm procrastinating like shit now!
Nic was right!
'Procrastination is like masturbation!'
I need to stop, prevent, stop!

There's business accounting tomorrow!!!
Sian!!!!
I haven't done the homework yet!
SHIT!
I'll do it tomorrow then.
I'm getting tired!

Booooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

ANN NEE

HEART IS FLYING

2009-08-09T23:46:00.003+08:00

I feel so screwed up.
I'm not a good girl.
My heart was flying somewhere else where it shouldn't be.
I hate the feeling.
My colleagues today told me about those boy-girl relationship stuff.
It's interesting.
Listening to what they encountered problems and how they solve it.
They shared their thoughts.
I also shared my opinions with them.
BUT
it was then that I know I was somehow different from them when it comes to relationship.
I'd never been those romantic kind.
I'm just not that type.
I don't know why.
I'm not those who will fight with boyfriend over small little unhappiness.
For example:
Your boyfriend was late for a date.
So far,
I didn't even quarrel with him.
THOSE REAL QUARRELS.
NEVER.
but,
my colleagues do have.
They said I don't love my boyfriend as much as they do.
Maybe they'll right,
BUT
I HOPE THEY ARE WRONG!

Being with him feels good.
Although he doesn't look very good,
he treats me really nicely... ...

Haiz,
I don't know what is happening to me for the past few weeks.
Never mind,
Shall not talk alot about it here.

ANN NEE

LOUSY DAY!!!!

2009-08-09T23:18:00.003+08:00

I'm freaking tired now.

Back from work.
Poor business.
Feet sore.
Missed an online quiz.
Cue cards to prepare.
Presentation on Tuesday with no preparation done.
Forgot to bring back clothes that I bought.
Boyfriend didn't message me for weeks.
Feeling as sucky as ever.
What a lousy day.
:(

ANN NEE

Happy 467days old^^

2009-08-07T18:36:00.006+08:00

THIS BLOG IS 467DAYS OLD!!!

Happy 467days old:D

I LOVE YOU BLOGGIE~~~

ANN NEE

Photos with Wai Wai!

2009-08-07T14:05:00.010+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!!!
WHERE'S MY EYES????!!!!!

Took many many photos with VW today!!!

haha....
YC Teo announced the group's report result today!!!!
I'm sooooo happy!
Our group got an A!
All the efforts counts!
All those editing and reprinting really cause alot of time and trouble,
BUT
ALL THESE EFFORTS WERE PAID OFF!
Let's continue to work hard!
Wei Ying, Jane, Alvin, Nicholas and Roy!
A big big thank you to you all!

ANN NEE

Reaons why I smile:)

2009-08-07T08:20:00.004+08:00

WY with her NEW HAIRSTYLE!

2009-08-06T20:26:00.004+08:00

Wei Ying with her new hairstyle~~~

Alvin kept saying that she had a bowl cut.
Damn funny.
I didn't cut because I wanted to let my hair grow long.
BUT
I don't know whether I can tahan or not!
haha
Think I'll trim in another 1 to 2 months time.
haha

Went for CSA tutorial today.
Only a few people turned up.
So many didn't go.
haha
Had fun though.

Mock summative test tomorrow!!!
I haven't start studying for it.
SHITTY SHIT SHIT

I'm hooked on facebook!!!
HOW???!!

ANN NEE

Tired+Rush= Poor Ann Nee

2009-08-06T07:21:00.005+08:00

Feeling damn tired now.
It's like early in the morning and I'm awake.
I just can't get back to sleep now.
My right eye hurts like shit.
Feel as if it's swollen but it isn't.
zzz
Will be accompanying Wei Ying to cut her hair later on after POM lesson.
I decided not to cut in the end because I want to let my hair grow.
I want to have long fringe too:D
Maybe I'll trim 2 months later because the hairdresser told me not to cut too often,
preferably once every 6 months or so.
Yea,
now is only 4+++months.

Feeling so sian now.
Having a summative test this coming Sat.
and
a mock tomorrow!
:(
I haven't even start studying for it.
Then presentation on Tuesday!!!!
Oh my goodness, so rush~~~

ANN NEE

Photo-maniac~~~

2009-08-05T18:31:00.007+08:00

Took photos with Wei Ying:D
She look like a fake person in the last photo counting from the left.
haha
I like the one in the middle:D

Yea,
Wei Ying, Alvin and Ann Nee
AWA~~~
Both of us are his so called 'sex partner'!!!
Ok,
DON'T MISUNDERSTAND IT PLEASEEEEE~
Both Wei Ying and I tried the bot thingy in the facebook
and had Alvin as the no. 1 choice for a sex partner.
zzz

Jane, Wei ying and I
heh heh

Alvin and Yvonne ..............................The clique:D

Kah Bin is the
FAKE BIRTHDAY BOY!!!

Happy Birthday Farah!!!!
May you look as pretty as ever!
:D
Smile always!

A fine Windy Day:)

2009-08-05T10:43:00.005+08:00

So sian now...
School starts late today!
Yipppeeee
Haven't complete my MicroEcons homework yet.
Camera spoilt:(
awwwwww
Daddy's fault!
Used the charger to charge a phone when it is suppose to be the camera's charger!
Now,
the charger spoilt=camera spoilt
:(
The weather seems to be great today!
Windy yet NOT RAINING.
Hope it doesn't turns sunny later because I'm gonna try to walk to school!
haha

ANN NEE

:( This feeling SUCKS!

2009-08-04T19:25:00.003+08:00

Don't know why.
The me today is so moody.
I hate it.
Hate this feeling.
I wanted to cry!
I wanted to let everything out.
I also don't know why.
I wanted to be happy.
REALLY HAPPY
But somehow,
I still can't.
Feel so stress.
Stress over alot alot of things.
At first I thought everything was going on fine.
But......
It actually wasn't.
Ok,

I'M GONNA LEAVE EVERYTHING TO GOD,
I'M GONNA HOLD HIS HAND TIGHTLY
FOR I KNOW HE WILL WALK ME THROUGH
THANK YOU GOD:D

ANN NEE

Second Post of the Day

2009-08-03T13:58:00.005+08:00

This my second post for the day!
LOL!
But never mind,
I like to blog:D
I didn't go to school today because of personal problem!
So ya,
I'm staying at home to rest.
I hope they don't send a letter to me~

Just wanna say something to Veng Wai:

Both of us are at wrong.
We are not over okay....
Unless you want it to be that way.
I just need some time alright???
You keep assuming things and that's something I really don't like.

ANN NEE

Outdated Photos! Changed Skin! Homework! Mooovie~

2009-08-03T09:24:00.005+08:00

My legs position is very very weird!haha!

Some outdated photos that I'd forgotten to post.
MicroEcons presentation~
I look weird~
Eyes are like super super small.
haha

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Just changed my blogskin!
Nice right???
I love it man~~~
Didn't go for Pom lecture today because I'm lazyyyyyy.....
haha
Procrastination.
Even if I go, I wouldn't understand what the Philomena lecturer is talking about.
The lecture is so BORING!
She have so many examples to share.
zzz
Yea,
So I'll rather stay at home and use computer.
haha
So today I'll only have one lesson which is from 1 to 3!
Business Accounting~~~
I haven't even do the tutorial yet.
Alvin said it was easy.
So I decided to do later instead of last night.

I feel so free now!
Now,
I'm only left with Comm Skill presentation, Comm Skill test on a SATURDAY and yes! EXAMS!
Exams are coming real soon.
I'm so gonna start studying soon.
I don't want to fail!

I suddenly have the urge to watch Drag me to Hell and Ponyo Ponyo!
I had a preview of Ponyo Ponyo and I love it man!
So cute~~~
Maybe I'll watched it later when both me and my brothers come back from school.

ANN NEE

Back of Work! Exhausted! BUT.......

2009-08-02T23:07:00.006+08:00

Just came back from work!
I'm seriously freaking tired!
Today is the last official day working at BLUE MAX!
I told my lie.
AND
SHE BELIEVED IT.
yea,
I'm a good lier too:)
Today wasn't a very good day to me.
So many unreasonable customers nowadays.
Damn irritated....

MY BLOG SONG VERY EXTREMELY NICE RIGHT???
Listen to the lyrics!
It's very meaningful~
Whenever I listen to these songs,
I will be very 感动！
The feeling is just simply GREAT! FABULOUS!
I LOVE STREAM OF PRAISE TO THE MAX!
They rocks!
Hope that they can help spread God's words to many others!
They have my fullest moral support!
:)

Have to do BA homework and read the bible now:)
Ciao~~~

ANN NEE

What Should I Do???!!!!

2009-07-31T18:21:00.003+08:00

I'm dying liao!
Please Helppppppp~~~~~
I want to quit the job I'm doing now and start working another job.
But I don't know how???
Supervisor called me just now and asked me to go back to work
and I said
OKAY!!!
I regretted man!
I should have think of reasons to tell her!
Shit,
now she thinks that I'm okay,
so it'll be harder to tell her that I want to quit.
Especially when

1. I quit before and I was also the one who asked to that I want to go back
2. She knows my mother
3. She treats me quite nicely

SEEEEEEEE
HOW????
I'm seriously tired of this job.
THIS KIND OF JOB
So sian
So tiring
So boring
I'll rather work at the airport.
Don't have to talk.
I hate jobs like sales assistants.

Die liao la!
So for tomorrow, I'll have to go for workkkkkkk!
ARGHHHHH
Thinking of work spoils my mood!
I'd thought of a reason!
So on Sunday,
I'll tell her,
'Ummmm, I can't continue working anymore because I'm gonna work at school because they sponsoring me bursary.'
WHA!
Good reason right!!!!
haha
So clever~~~
MUAhaha!
OKie!
That'll be my reason.
SO I JUST HAVE TO BEAR FOR ANOTHER 2 MORE DAYS!!!!

ANN NEE

CSA Presentation~

2009-07-30T19:31:00.006+08:00

Today's CSA presentation was GREAT!
Every presentations seems very great.
But I'm saying the truth ma..
haha
Just hope that every single thing that happen will be great!

Tomorrow have to hand in outline liao...
Sian...
Need to do later....
Tired...

Playing Basketball tomorrow!
Will be joining Alvin for a trial mentoring session at Jun Yuan Pri together with Wei Ying on Sat!
Sounds fun man!
Everything seems to be going on fine!
haha
Damn happy.

Roy seems to get weirder nowadays!
He shouted at me and scolded me
'What the hell was that??!!!'
Just because I wrote double 'are' doesn't mean he have the right to scold me lor!
I mean people DO make mistakes right???!!!
As if he doesn't...
What he's doing and saying nowadays seems to irritated almost everyone in my class!
How come???!!!
He's not like this last time...
hmmmmmmm.....

ANN NEE

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

2009-07-30T07:58:00.003+08:00

OK,
I HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THESE!
I'm gonna keep my mouth shut!
I thought our friendship would last long.
But slowly did I realize that it was actually
.
.
Destroyed.
Disappointed.
I thought our friendship was bulit on bricks,
but little did I know it was built on tofu.

MicroEcons Presenation!

2009-07-29T19:11:00.003+08:00

Yay!
MicroEcons project was GREAT!
I seriously love the MicroEcons teacher!
seriously,
he's a very good teacher and a very kind person.
Despite being so last minute for the project,
we managed to finish and put up quite a good presentation.
GOOD JOB !
:D

Next up!
CSA presentation tomorrow!!!
heh heh
Can't wait for it to be over!

Wei Jie asked me to go over to his place for a holiday during August!
I would seriously love to go
BUT
.
.
.
Mummy and Daddy confirm chop chop wouldn't allow!
:(
How I wish I can tell them about him!
hmmm,
for now,
I can't.
Have to wait till maybe next year.
Well,
after counting how long me and him had been together for almost half a year.
:)
Hope it goes on well.

Days hadn't been very happy for me.
I seriously hate it when people kick a big fuss when it's actually a small tiny problem.
To be exact,
it isn't a problem actually.
It's just a choice that I had made which doesn't even affect them at all.
What's the problem man???
I MEAN,
WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM???!!!!
Saying things that hurt people and make people angry are your favorite past times?
Changed so much.
NEGATIVELY.
Well,
people who change usually say that they themselves didn't change.
HAHAHA

Alien-nised!

2009-07-27T21:37:00.007+08:00

I'm so bored till I decided to alien-nise myself...
My brothers said I look like a GUY in this photo!

Wanted to do the outline for comm skill trial presentation.
BUT IN THE END
the class decided not to do!
Gonna ask teacher to postpone it to Friday.
So many presentations coming up!
Wednesday-> MicroEcons
Thursday->CSA

I'm tired!

EXAMS COMING UP!
OMG~
Die liao la.....

Study Day with Alvin at Fengshan CC

2009-07-25T18:27:00.010+08:00

Me with a retarded face and Alvin sleeping!
haha

Went to study at Fengshan CC with Alvin today.
Then my brothers came and we took lots of photos!
haha.
After Alvin left,
all the others in the room went off tooooo...
SO
WE CAN MAKE ALOT OF NOISE IN THE ROOM!
I read through MicroEcons and abit of POM.
It's very quiet there.
CONDUCIVE ENVIRONMENT.
haha
After Alvin went off,
my brothers started to talk to me about him.
They said that Alvin's hair was like CHICKEN.
LOL
AND
THEY LIKE IT!!!!
They said that Alvin is very handsome.
HAHA
Very funny la...

ANN NEE

No Work Pleaseeeeeeeeee

2009-07-24T18:52:00.006+08:00

Just came back from badminton.
Drank a cup of milo.
And here am I sitting in front of the computer.
I was asked to work tomorrow.
But I said No.
I didn't want to go.
I mean,
yes,
I NEED THE MONEY.
but,
GRADES AND PROJECTS ARE MORE IMPORTANT!

ANN NEE

Best Presentation Ever! We Rocks~~

2009-07-23T19:11:00.009+08:00

I L-O-V-E YOU GUYS MAN!

PARDON ME FOR POSTING ALL THESE SUUUUUUUUUUUUUPER 自恋 PHOTOS!
This is my FIRST TIME wearing formal wear so need to take alot of photos!
IT'S MEMORABLE!
hehehe
[more photos coming up]

Today was the Principle Of Management Presentation!
It was just GREAT!
Seriously!
Every Single One Of You Guys Looks Stunning!!!!
Guys= Handsome
Girls= Gorgeous
(of course including myself~ haha :P)

My group (Alvin, Wei Ying, Nicholas, Roy and I) was the second last to present.
WE WERE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NERVOUS!!!
I went to WY's house at 7+am to prepare.
Dress up and prepare our speech.
Then after that went to school together to meet the rest.
We sat outside library and started to rehearse for the last time.
I KEPT LAUGHING FOR THE ROLE PLAY WHEN I'M NOT SUPPOSE TO!
haha
My line was
'That's ridiculous! If it had not been for our advertisements, no one would have ever known of existence! The finance division must have made a mistake on the report!'
I was suppose to bang the table and look pissed off
BUT
I couldn't!
I keep laughing!!!
HAHA
Don't know why also.
Then Roy started saying that that shows something about my personality.
Is that suppose to be a compliment or an insult?
lol
We waited for our turn to present.
.
.
.
When it's finally my group's turn!
We presented the presentation without smoothly!
Everything and everyone were GOOOOOOOOD~~~~
Then after everyone present,
Uncle Benny gave us some comments and then announce the results.
Group One--> 15/20
Group Two--> /20
Group Three-->16.5/20
Group Four-->17.5/20
Group Five--> /20
SeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeee
We all scored very well righhhhhttttt?????????~~~~~~~~~~

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After presentation,
we had 3 hours break.
Went library to talk cock.
Then went for CSA.
We took some pictures for the Web Project.

ANN NEE

Phobia~~~~

2009-07-22T22:48:00.006+08:00

Wha!
Presentation for POM is tomorrooowwwwww!!!!!
OH no!
I'm starting to get reeeaaalllllyyyyyy nervous.
I'm really afraid to stand in front of a group of people and present.
But it a MUST.
What if I break down half way?
What if I get nervous and starts to say nonsense?
What if I keep laughing when I myself said something wrong?
Ok,
That's all the characteristics of me.
haha.

I really have to learn.
Poly is gonna have lots and lots of presentations.
I KNOW.
So,
tomorrow,
I'm gonna go out there and make the best out of myself:)

GO ANN NEE GO

I want to be ... ... pimple-less.

2009-07-22T00:53:00.004+08:00

Oh my!
It's late at night and I haven't sleep!
Tomorrow sure will have at least one pimple come popping out onto my face!
:(
Presentation on Thursday!
It's gonna be F-U-N!
Having role play.

Anyway,
my class is gonna organise class outing during the Sep holidays!
It's gonna be F-U-N!
We're gonna book chalet!!!
:)
Have to start planning soon!

Going Wei Ying's house to put my formal wear and teach her erhu tomorrow!

ANN NEE

乱七八糟！

2009-07-21T11:35:00.002+08:00

我不知道我今天怎么了。

就是非常非常非常的不开心。

时间过了，走了，爱情面临选择。

我的选择到底应该是什么呢？

如果爱情有标准答案，那该有多好。

至少我不会像现在一样。。。。。。乱。

我真的很糟。

糟透了。

每天都好烦好烦好烦。

烦这个，烦那个。

我为什么会这样？

为什么会那么贪心？

为什么会那么坏？

我累了，真的。

我真的能熬得过吗？

主啊，请你赐给我你那无穷的力量。

主啊，请你洁净我。

主啊，请你赦免我所有所有的罪。

感谢赞美你。

AMEN

Alone

2009-07-19T23:00:00.004+08:00

Went CC alone today.
WaiWai wasn't free.
haha
Julian didn't go lor.
So I ended up being the only senior there.
But still,
I made full use of my time there.
Practicing and studying.
I left quite early because I need to get home and then go visit my god-grandma who is in the hospital.
I realised that before I stopped work,
life had been so tense and boring.
But still,
work gives me the money.
$$$
I had promise to stop spending money on anything unnecessary and I'm gonna keep to it!
B is gonna come back tomorrow but I wouldn't have the time to meet him due to the test and combined practice I'm going for tomorrow!
SAD-DED
:(

I hate my hair now.
It's like weeds!
Like bush!
So thick!
So frizzy!
So ugly!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh

ANN NEE

Shopping Spreeeee:D

2009-07-18T19:21:00.003+08:00

Went shopping with Veng Wai today because she wanted to buy formal wear.
In the end, I ended buying things together with her.
I cant control myself man!
wth
I saw one damn nice tank top!
I WANT IT!
haha
I didn't buy because it was out of my budget.
Business Accounting test on Monday!
From 7.15PM to 8.15PM!
So freaking late.
Since it's like so late,
I might be going for combined practice.

BLOODY HELL!
My whole body aching now.
So pain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ANN NEE

2009-07-17T22:50:00.002+08:00

Wha seh!
Today was damn fun!
Went out with Wy, Alvin, Chester and Royston for shopping and play badminton!
IT WAS FUN FUN FUN~
Enjoyed myself totally man!
Friday would be officially declared as the EXERCISE DAY!
hehe.
Can slim down somemore.
Who wants join??????!!!!!!!!
haha.
Spent lots and lots of money today!
Bought formal wear from G2000 and This Fashion and shoes!

ANN NEE

2009-07-16T19:31:00.003+08:00

Comm Skills project DONE!!
My FABULOUS group members

Oh my Gosh~~~~~~~
My group had completed our Comm Skills and POM project liao!
Damn happy man!
I love you guys~~~~

Will be shopping for formal wear and playing badminton and basketball tomorrow!
Can't wait man~~~
hehehe

ANN NEE

2009-07-15T21:02:00.004+08:00

Things are getting worser than what I'd expected.
I don't know why,
nowadays I'm feeling confused and afraid.
HAIZ~~~
Money issues
Relationship issues
Friendship issues
Work issues
Academic issues
So many issues!!!
Headache~~~

Maybe I'm just thinking too much.
Well,
exams are coming,
so I need to stop thinking about everything and just concentrate on my studies.
I MUST DO WELL.
MUST.

DO MYSELF PROUD, DO MY PARENTS PROUD
AND
DO GOD PROUD

ANN NEE

2009-07-15T10:23:00.003+08:00

My face looks so yucky now.
Pimples growing everywhere!
On my chin, on my forehead, beside my nose, beside my ears, on my cheeks.
EVERYWHERE ON MY FACE!
Must be because I'd been sleeping late for the past few weeks.
zzz
Need to turn in earlier.

School starts late today!
Hooray~
Didn't go for CO last night because there were many projects that were yet to be done and the due date was by this week.
So ya, need to rush!
I told my mum and she said that school's work are more important,
so she gave me permission to skip.
haha

Going on a SHOPPING SPREE on Friday!
Need to buy formal wear and shoes and clothes!
haha
Can't wait!!!!

ANN NEE

2009-07-13T18:08:00.002+08:00

There isn't Comm Skill tutorial tomorrow!
HIP HIP HORRAY!
So this means that I wouldn't be feeling sleepy.
haha
I always feel sleepy during Comm Skill.
GET WELL SOON, YC TEO!

Wanted to go walk walk tomorrow,
but there are a lot of projects waiting to be done.
So,
we've decided to go on Friday.
Need to get my formal wear real soon because presentations are coming up.

I'm starting to like Business Accounting:)
Can we change the BA Lecturer please??????
I don't understand anything that he teach and he's really living in his own world!
Need to start on revision for all subjects soon.
BECAUSE
EXAMS ARE COMING~~~~~~~

ANN NEE

2009-07-12T19:31:00.004+08:00

Went for the Beautiful Sunday concert today.
The feel it gave me was totally different.
GOOD JOB PEOPLE!
Michelle and James did a great job.

I feel so different today.
Going back to CC.
Seeing familiar faces.
Able to play with them.
:)
The feeling is like !@#$%^&*()
SHIOK!

haha
When I saw the performance,
to be exact,
when I saw HIM,
my heart suddenly have this weird feeling swirling inside of me.
I know I hadn't let go of this relationship completely.
But yet,
life still have to go on isn't it?
Friends were right.
The first one is definitely the hardest to forget and let go.
I were just hoping to be friends with him.
But it seemed that he doesn't want.
I know he hates me, for hurting him so badly.
I'm sorry.
I'm really really sorry.

ANN NEE

2009-07-11T15:31:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to be at work
BUT
here I am, updating.
I got leave for work for today and tomorrow!
Actually,
its because my boss wasn't short of people so she doesn't need me.
I think I'm gonna lose my job soon.
They had shut down a number of outlets and so they have many full-timers.
So well, I think they doesn't need part-timer.
oh no,
guessed I have to look for another job soon.

Will be going for the Beautiful Sunday concert and cc practice tomorrow.
Feel a bit nervous though.
Maybe because I hadn't been going CC for such a long time.
Shall try to relax myself:)
Because of work,
I realized that I had missed alot of great times.
Well,
as I've said.

When you gain something, you'll lose something.

I need to get a haircut!
My hair is like getting messier and messier.
I don't know should I keep it long or trim it short.
Any suggestions?
lol
I miss shopping man!
I have to try to save as much as I can for these months because I'm gonna lose my job!
So,
NO SHOPPING~~~~

ANN NEE

2009-07-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
!!!

Today is my Dad's and my boyfriend's birthday!
Although my boyfriend is not in Singapore today,
I'll still wish to wish him happy birthday.
I LOVE HIM~~~

ANN NEE

2009-07-07T20:41:00.001+08:00

I'm so damn tired!
Just came back from WY's place.
Went to do project with Alvin, Nic and Jane.
All the way from 3+ to 8+pm.
TIRED!!!!
Then took taxi home.

Off to do Econs homework!
So many projects to complete!
CSA
POM
MicroEcons
Comm Skill
!@#$%^&*()_

ANN NEE

我不知道！

2009-07-06T23:59:00.004+08:00

今天一整天伟杰都没和我联络，也没传简讯给我。

我感到有点失望。他知道我不舒服却连问候我一下都没有！

How can like that?!?!

我一直想可能他的电话没钱了，所以不能和我联络，但是我始终觉得好难过哦。

我对我自己越来越没有信心了。真的。

我真的好害怕。

我不知道我能够撑多久。

小说里常说，真正的爱情是不会一个人的离去而消失的。

这是真的吗？

我不知道。

我只知道，我想他想得我好辛苦，好难受。

这几天一直下雨。

我的心情也因着天气而转变。

我发现，下雨天时的我，特别容易哭。

我总觉蓝天姐姐好像和我一样有不愉快的心事所以哭了。

想着想着，我的眼泪也会禁不住流了出来。

好讨厌这样的我，讨厌爱哭的我，讨厌胆小的我

爱上你我总算学会。。。寂寞的滋味

一个人撑伞，一个擦泪，一个人好累。。。

那些日子你会不会舍不得？

思念就像关不紧的门。

空气里有幸福的灰尘。

否则为何闭上眼睛的时候，心会那么的疼。

再一次回到我们初次见面的地方，

我们一起工作时的时光，

虽然很压力但是很快乐，

因为我们能陪在彼此的身边。

好怀念，真的好怀念。

谁都别提起，让我一个人坚强的坚持下去吧。

2009-07-01T20:29:00.002+08:00

I passed my MicroEcons!
Oh great!
I thought I would fail because the paper was darn difficult.

So many projects to complete.
It's like never ending.
PROJECTS
PROJECTS
AND
PROJECTS
!!!

Went for MicroEcons lecture today because I missed the one that I was suppose to attend.
The room was super packed.
Luckily we got our seats early.
haha
School ends at 6pm tomorrow!
So late.
My life seems as mundane as it is.
The things that I do are repeated over and over again.
IT'S A ROUTINE.

Tired in body, tired in mind.
And
I'm Missing him.

ANN NEE

2009-06-30T09:12:00.005+08:00

Woke up super early today.
6.45AM
...
My brothers were making so much noise while preparing themselves for school.
School was suppose to start at 9AM.
There were people who said that MicroEcons lecture is still on and some say not.
So,
IN THE END,
I decided not to go.
*yawns*

CO practice resumes today.
So it means that school will end around 9+PM.
*yawns*
======================================================
I was unable to make it for CC CO chalet.
Disappointed.
I knew that person was hoping that I wouldn't turn up.
I know.
But,
the more he doesn't want me to go,
the more I want to go.
BUT IN THE END
...
...

I finally understood that if you gain something that you want,
you will definitely lose something.
Perhaps you wouldn't realize immediately.
But you will eventually know.

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So many things to do yet so little time.

ANN NEE

2009-06-29T16:51:00.006+08:00

I'm getting scared.
I get insecure at times.
I couldn't explain why.
Is the doubt overshadowing my bit of belief left?
I'm really getting afraid.

I somehow regret letting you to go back to further your studies.
But I knew I'm in no position to stop you.
I'm missing you so much.
I'm like looking at your world from afar.
NOT OUR WORLD
BUT
YOURS...

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My brother likes to take photos!

ANN NEE

2009-06-26T17:01:00.004+08:00

Randomly Random.
好像就一直这样直到
。
。
。
永远

2009-06-26T15:41:00.009+08:00

AWA

Celebrated Alicia's and Junice's Birthday!!!
So fun!

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I'm at Wei Ying's house now!
Just learnt Jolin's Real Man dance.
So tired!

ANN NEE

2009-06-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

今天的我很想很想念陈伟杰。也不知道为什么会这样，就是非常非常的想念。有股冲动想在这一刻立刻赶去马来西亚见他，给他一个大大的拥抱。人就是这样，在的时候不好好珍惜，偏偏等到离开后才开始后悔当初为什么没好好珍惜在一起所度过的美好时光。可能是因为我把一切当成是理所当然吧。好希望生命力能有用不完的如果。那很多事都可以从来。人生也不会有那么多的遗憾了。

一眨眼又到了2009年的6月。时间过得好快哦。还记得去年的年底每个人都在拼命的读书。也包括我在内。在中学的日子真的是好难忘也好怀念哦。想念魏冉，想念Michelle Low Boon Hui，想念Natasha Nadia，想念Ms Lim。真的是有太多我思念的事情了。如今，我们都去了不同的学校，都在努力的向自己的目标与理想前进。魏冉已经不能像以前一样无时无刻当我的依靠，给我意见了。好怀念和他一起度过的那四年的时光。和她在一起时，她永远都是扮演着大姐姐的角色。魏冉，安妮长大了哦。不像以前一样那么孩子气了。虽然知道你看不到我现在所想对你说的话，但是固执的我依然继续的写。深信有一天你一定能够看得到。

好像回到童年。长大真不好。做大人的包裹太沉重了，深怕我承担不起。还是做小孩好，好羡慕哦。但是长大毕竟是每个人都得经历过的过程。

好久没用华文来表达感受了。感觉实在是难以形容。太棒了！已经是凌晨十二点了。

安妮要宣布她失眠了！！！

我希望变成一个更好的人！

Missing You, Rex
Ann Nee

2009-06-25T19:20:00.002+08:00

The AWA(blogshop) would be opening soon!
:)

2009-06-24T19:50:00.015+08:00

These are some outdated photos that were taken after I quit my work at Thai Restaurant.

Shirley and I

GUO FU CHENG(James) and I !!!!!!!!!!

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I'm addicted to SHOPPING!

Went shopping with Alvin and Wei Ying on Monday and Tuesday!

I'M BROKE FOR THIS MONTH!!!

I want my pay.

AND

STOP SHOPPING.

Went Tampines with them on Monday and went Bugis on Tuesday!

Alvin,Wei Ying and I wanna open
BlogShop!!!

But haven't decided on what to sell.

HMMMMMM

Any suggestions???

I need to learn how to operate it tooooooooo.....
:)

MANY MANY MANY PROJECTS COMING UP!

ANN NEE

2009-06-21T00:33:00.008+08:00

PHOTOS TAKEN DURING CAMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I know I look damn unglam,but,nevermind~~~~~~~~~~~~

just came back from Suntec!
So damn tired.
So many people today:)
It's a good thing though.
ALL BLUE MAX TITLES ARE ON 50% DISCOUNT NOW!!!!!!!!!!
Oh my,
soooooo cheappppppppppppppp~~~~~~~~~~~
I wanna buy tooo!!!!!!!!!!
TOMORROW(or should I say TODAY?) LAST DAY LEH....
haha

Anyway,celebrated Grace birthday yesterday night at Yi Boon's house!
It's GREAT!
Seriously.
I almost cried!
ALMOST
They sang songs changing the lyrics to something else.
It was good.
DAMN GOOD.
Ate sooooooooooo much!!!
It's a feast man!

Before going Cell group,
I went to BB house to meet him.
I didn't see him for like soooo long.
Maybe ever since I started school?
Anyways,
he went back yesterday!
:(
He went back to study the course that he always wanted to study!
Well,
it's suppose to be a good news,
BUT
I just couldn't stop myself from feeling sad.
He said he could only come to Singapore perhaps once a month.
I'll miss him dearly,definitely.

What we need is time.

ANN NEE

2009-06-18T22:13:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM CO CAMP!!!
IT WAS SUPER FUN AND TIRING TOO!
BUT I ENJOYED MYSELF~~~~
Got to know so many friends!
:)
Love making friends!
Will update a more detailed post when I have time.
Have to start to chiong projects because I'm not free for the rest of this week!
:)

ANN NEE

2009-06-17T00:25:00.003+08:00

Just finished packing my things for tomorrow's camp.
So damn tired now.
Completed 3/4 of CSA project and MicroEcons.
Will complete the others this coming Friday when I come back from Camp.
I really feel like going to Cell Group this coming Friday.
Sooooooooooo long never go le.
Haiz
So many things stopping me from going.
Projects,work,and objections from parents.
Okay,
I'll try my bestttttttttttttt to go this coming Friday kkkkkkkkkkk~~~~~~~~
Off to sleep,
CAMPING TODAY!!!!

ANN NEE

2009-06-16T20:37:00.012+08:00

A day out to East Coast!!!!!!!
Mummy got the day off and so we had a family outing!
Went cycling and dinner!!!
So damn fun!
:)
Pictures speaks a thousand words!
Enjoy!

We'll be having TPCO Camp tomorrow and Thursday!
:)

ANN NEE

2009-06-15T19:39:00.003+08:00

Went to school for Chinese Orchestra practice just now.
ITS DARN BORING~~~
The instructor keep on talking.
Teaching us as though we are new learners.
zzz
Can't stand it.
I almost fell asleep la.
Trying so hard to keep my eyes open.
I didn't stay for the combine because I don't like and wants to go home.
I spent 30 bucks on clothes on my way home!
Arghh...
I just can't refrain myself.
zzz

Working at Suntec nowadays.
There's like alot of people due to the IT fair.
But,
business was only so-so.
I'm like damn pissed with some customers there!
SO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~STINGY!!!!!
Wha,
spoil my mood.

There's like great sales there!
The clothes and accessories like damn CHEAP now.
I only bought a necklace there for like only $16.20?!?!?!
So cheap!!!
I FEEL LIKE SHOPPING NOW AGAIN!!!

REFRAINED~~~~~~

Anyway,
would be having CO camp this coming Wednesday and Thursday.
haha
Me and Veng Wai planned to use this opportunity to get to know the people there.
I really feel that the people are like so unfriendly.
We don't talk to one another at all man!
?!?!?!?!?!?!
HOW CAN LIKE THAT?????

ANN NEE

2009-06-12T14:48:00.005+08:00

It's freaking HOT!!!!
ANN NEE IS H-O-T!
I'M FEELING H-O-T!
lol
just~~~~~ kidding
haha

Seriously,
what's wrong with the weather???!!!
So warm and heaty.
Mummy told me that this kind of weather will last for another 3 freaking months!!!!
WTF
I wanna just cuddle in an air-con room and sleeeep~~~

The hair extensions are like making my scalp itchy.
The auntie clipped it to near to my scalp,
very itchy.

I packed my room!
Now I can find my clothes easily.
haha
while packing,
I realised that I do have quite alot of clothes.
Just that I can't fit in!
This just simply means that I need to go on a diet,seriously.
Ann Nee is going to eat lesser meat,more vegetables and fruits.

See,I'm eating BANANA~

No more sweet drinks and chocolates.
Only plain water are allowed.
This can also help me to save money!!!!
haha
Wei Ying,
WE CAN MAKE IT!!!!

ANN NEE

2009-06-11T16:02:00.005+08:00

Haha.
I'm back...
Went to school just now to hand in the forms and money for the TPCO camp coming up next week.
Then came to library with my brothers because they wanna borrow books.
lol
Ann Nee is sooooooo in holiday mood now.
No mood to do projects
No mood to work
No mood to study

ANN NEE

2009-06-10T19:59:00.009+08:00

Finally I'm here to post an entry!
haha
Ann Nee is getting lazy~~~~
Anyway,
went shopping with Wei Ying and Veng Wai on Monday!
whoohoo!
Have lots of fun:)
AND
SPENT PLENTY OF MONEY~~~~
I bought
a skirt
a sleeveless top
a blouse
a pair of shoes
a hair clip
I also put on 3 coloured extensions on my hair...

haha
Me and WY put on the extensions together.
We also bought the same kind of top and skirt just that the patterns are different.
VW,WY and I also took neoprints together!

So,
in total,
I SPENT ABOUT 70 GOING 80 BUCKS~~~~

Our victory items~~

Tried on~~~

WY and I actually wanted VW to help us both take a photo with our extensions.
BUT we keep laughing because we were staring into one another's face.
HAHA

Oh gosh.
No wonder my wallet feels so light.
zzz
BUT AT LEAST I HAD FUN GOING OUT WITH THEM!

:)

Then on Tuesday,
We had CO practice!!!
haha
It was OKAY~~~~
Quite boring though.
The instructor talks alot.
zzz

VW and I

^^

ANN NEE

2009-06-05T10:18:00.006+08:00

ANN NEE IS SICK!
:(
awwwwwwwwwwwww
Feeling damn retarded now.
Giddy
Sleepy
No appetite
No strength

I told my mum I want to go library.
I want to relax.
But
Mummy said cannot.
Afraid that I'll faint halfway.
I almost quarrelled with her.
I really don't wanna waste my time sleeping and slacking away.
Perhaps going out would do me some good.
Feeling sick had made me freaking moody,
as though I'm PMS-sing.
So,
I suggested to her that maybe my brothers can accompany.
Finally,she gave in.

Yesterday Business Accounting was pretty easy.
At least I can pass ONE subject out of FOUR subjects.
pathetic
After Bus Acc,
I went to pass the L.O.M trip consent forms to Mr. Lim.
After that Alvin,Wei Ying,Yi Hsiang they all went to catch a movie.
I didn't went along because mummy wants me to be home.
She knew that I wasn't feeling well and didn't have enough sleep
so wants me to be home early to take a rest.
BUT
some don't understand.
Keep telling me to GO AWAY when I wanted to join the the conversations just because I didn't join them.
Maybe you're joking,
BUT IT'S REALLY HURTFUL.

Veng Wai accompanied me.
I told her I wasn't feeling well,
at least she still cares about me.
Thanks:)
Appreciated.
How I wish Wei Ran was here.
She's the person who cares about her friends alot.
WEI RAN,
ANN NEE MISSSSSS U!!!

My colleague went back to her hometown yesterday evening.
I almost cried.
Really,
she's one of the best colleague that you will want to have.
Kind,caring,humorous,cheerful and loyal.
I'll miss her alot too!

Now that tests are over,
PROJECTS ARE THE NEXT BIG THING!

ANN NEE

No one actually asked me whether I'm feeling better.
:(
booooo

2009-06-03T19:04:00.006+08:00

Haiz.....
CSA and MICROECONS
SUCKS TO THE CORE MAN!!!
So difficult!!!!
I seriously need to buck up....

Went Wei Ying's house for the past fews days to study
BUT
always ended up playing.
haha

Wei Ying drew a picture of me.
lol
(doesn't look like me right???)

Anyway,
TOMORROW IS THE LAST PAPER!!!
BUSINESS ACCOUNTING!!!
Whoohoo....
I can finally get some sleep:)
Hadn't been sleeping well for this week because of the tests.
So,
I look pretty unglam with my dark eye circles and dark eye bags.
The worst is.....
MY PIMPLES ARE EMERGING!!!
:(
Sad.

Tomorrow I'm gonna take my pay!!!!
Finally~~~
I'm gonna see my BLUE MAX COLLEAGUES!!!!
Yea!
But alot of them quit liao.
Rui Ting, Guo Hao, Regina,
I MISS YOU ALL!!!!!
Especially Rui Ting and Regina,
I miss the times we went Boss house for BBQ and steamboat.
Miss the times when we drink beer together.
Miss the times we laugh together.
MISS YOU ALL LOTS!!!
Meet up soon kays~~~

Off to take a nap.....
There's alot of things I want to buy!!!
Facial foam
Face masks
3 tops and 2 bottoms
Earrings
A pair of shoes
I wanna buy a handphone when I saved enough money!
I want an ICE-CREAM PHONE~~~~
If not a SAMSUNG TOUCH PHONE will be fine too~~~
:)

ANN NEE

Chill
Relax
Sleeeeeeeeeeep
Today's soooooo Annnee

2009-06-02T19:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HO KAH BIN!!!
Smile always and God bless.
It's a blessing knowing you:)

ANN NEE

My World, My Life, My Story

BBQ.

New Blog?Move Blog?

I want.

Amen

Little Letters, Shared Dreams.

Big Dreams.

I'm blessed:D

Hair Cut

Fucking Emotional Now

Feeling Rejected.

Morning. Hair cut.Cool Phone. Sucky.

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A Post about Anything.

Exams Over.Diet.Class BBQ.

I don't dare to sleep!

BBQ, Class Funds.

Met a BITCH~

My blog song at this moment

One down!Two to go~

I'm Angry With My Boyfriend

First Paper!MicroEcons!Got Tailed!

Procrastinating, Missing-ing

I DON'T LIKE POM

I miss Secondary school life

I Hate Exams~

Wasted Trip to TP

Exams are coming!

My Day at CC with my Lovely Friends:)

Study

Officially the last day of school for Semester 1

Lovely Class

Dishonesty~~~

Kindergarten and Primary One Photo!!! Primary 1 Daisy

Communication Skills Presentation

NOT THE ONE

A day spent in schooooool

HEART IS FLYING

LOUSY DAY!!!!

Happy 467days old^^

Photos with Wai Wai!

Reaons why I smile:)

WY with her NEW HAIRSTYLE!

Tired+Rush= Poor Ann Nee

Photo-maniac~~~

A fine Windy Day:)

:( This feeling SUCKS!

Second Post of the Day

Outdated Photos! Changed Skin! Homework! Mooovie~

Back of Work! Exhausted! BUT.......

What Should I Do???!!!!

CSA Presentation~

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!

MicroEcons Presenation!

Alien-nised!

Study Day with Alvin at Fengshan CC

No Work Pleaseeeeeeeeee

Best Presentation Ever! We Rocks~~

Phobia~~~~

I want to be ... ... pimple-less.

乱七八糟！

Alone

Shopping Spreeeee:D

我不知道！

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